Wee~
wassup humaaan
See,im in the cheerfull mood.
Soooo, Senior year starts *applause to me*
haha
Social life
I remember masa cuti, I was sooo scared nk balik sekolah
mcm traumatize gila babi. Mcm kena mental pressure
Oh well, I did. mental pressure/mental buli by the guys
You since day 1 until the last day of school for last year,
its was like scariest days of my life.
There was moment when I was soooo afraid to leave the asrama, masuk class,nk jln2 time riadah, masuk dewan makan,nak masuk dewan kalau ada perjumpaan pape pun mcm dh half dead dh aku. It was super insecure.
Seriousssss , right after aku dh mula 'ok' untuk stay, that was like the 'kemuncak' diorg kacau2,
In case you dnt get it, diorg mmg mcm tu. dh lumrah alam bak kata diorg.
and aku kena teruk cos I was the new kid in town , so obvioslyyy~
Tappi, thankgod. Tahun ni,starting je tahun ni, everything stop. And aku sendiri pun,automaticnya berani untuk melakukan itu dan ini.I grew strong and feeling awesomeeee. Settle,so bila itu sudah settle. Baru gua boleh hidup lama kat sini.
Then Sekolah,class dan dorm.
Uuuuuuuh~ I wanna start off with jawatans :)
Pbsm ; Bendahari
Class ; Assistant.monitor
Rumah sukan : Ajk tingkatan 5
Dorm : Bendahari Dorm
unit : Pbsm
Club : Sains alam sekitar
Sukan : Basketball
Rumah sukan : Syahbandar(green)
Dorm : D
Class : 5 Omega-ga-ga
Soo,yeayy ada jawataaan . Mostly bendahari , haha
Im in
5 OMEGA : Class yg 3 dari 4. Consists of 26 boys, 6 girls. Yeap. freaking six girls! , Guru class ; Uztazah.Setakat ni, Im ok with my class. starting to love em lah jgk, you know how funny boys get. Cuma how I wish ada lagi perempuan.Oh, class aku 'power' ada Ketua pengawas,ketua batch , pen. ketua batch. Geddit?
Dorm : Masih sama, Dorm D. Mcm last year ting.1.sebelah musolah(surau kecik).
Plg dekat dgr tangga,plg jauh dgr toilet. (satu tingkat ada 3 dorm sederet = satu rumah sukan, tp lelaki double) Aku dpt katil bawah,Nasib baaaaaaik . *pheww
Tp last year ada 11 f4. tp this year tinggal 5 org f5 je dlm dorm, lain2 dh jd mommy dorm junior (ketua dorm) or pengawas.
-Check out the pic down there-
Study & rutin study
Oh,,study so far okeeey la.
On track :))
Tapi yg pressurenya sbb, we just had new pengetua this year. so he's like veryyyy good. Personally dia baik(&comel ) He ask to call him Ayahanda. and professionally, he's gooood ..Bnyk transformasi dia dh &akan buat. and best/worst of all : He want things to get done A.S.A.P
dia punya moto is something like "Kerja esk hantar hari ini" Geddit? hand in before due date..
So kami kami ini, pelajar form 5. Teramat lah sgt pressure sbb imagine first week dah ada class tambahan masa prep tuhh. o-m-g
mula2 tuhh, mcm gila ahh every night kena stay up buat homework, riadah = buat homework.
Sbb time prep ada class, tp skrg diorg dh tukar Prep start at 8, class at 9. So ada masa sejam buat hmrwrk..
So, skrg still ok. Tkda stress smpi nak mati. Just following the track :)
Some additional from last year
Remember I had this one guy I called babi lah apa lah..
Oh come on' I've been only talk about him jeee kat sini
Remember how I fkng struggle to make things 'stop'?
soooo, apparently this year. First day, aritu dah bertembung dia kat Jusco. masa tuh mcm "Ahh,bad luck there buddyh"
haha, and the very first week he WAS membabi seperti biasa. Annoyinggg, thats the best word
Sooo,dari hari rabu sampai the next next friday he was..being himself "annoying" mcm nak gilaa
*If you understand the story, you would understand why I hate him sooo much for being "annoying" LOLOLOl*
anway,Friday tu kann,omg nak nangis.
You know what I did. We, the f5 tgh ramai ah jgk kat dewan conducting the new f1's orientation week.
Then the whole fucking day dia mcm as I described. So at the end, betul2 masa dh nk balik he was like "Nazreen,sini jap"
"Apa bendaaa? *tgh bengang*'
"Tkda la aku nk ckp something..Sorry la aku kacau2 kau ni, buat kau bengang semua kan.."
"......................."
"Alaa,kau marah ehh?"
"Psssst..ishhh. Ok2, *walk away" - I was really in rush ok, a group guys are coming,tk kan nk ddk situ sorang2
Then, I was sooo bengang Dia mintak maaf at me - Ha ha
I end up curse mcm nk gila"diam ah babi,Ee, babi sial sewel suka kacau org. Muka mcm drug addict. Babi babi babi~
"Then he sorta of kejar dari dewan smpi dewan makan,about a size of badminton court , guess what he did, dia pergi nyayi lagu "ILHAM ; smthg like beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang.." konon nak appologize
"*speechless, cover senyum, walk fast.Muka bengang"
The rest of the boys were like "amboi,nazreen.Blablablabla
Then the nights end
*btw,kalau kau rasa part dia nyayi tu sweet, jgn dohh. Dia player, so mesti lah 'sweet' -WTF >.<
Days after that until now, we dont talk to each other anymore.
He doesnt annoys me anymore,I dnt talk about him tat much anymore.
Its literally ends,So despite the Hugeeeee guilty plessure.
Its all gooooooooooood baby, finally found a way nak suro dia diam.
Sangaaaat2 berharap It last forever. Dia ni biasanya kalau 'stop'
lps certain cuti pandjang mula balik,so prepare for the worst darlingg
Cuma nanti lah,nak dekat spm aku mintak maaf dgn ikhlaaas pasal aku selalu curse kat dia.
Sumpah rasa guiltyy , as a human.
So overall, everything's great.
Social life, Ok
Study, boleh la tahan
Tough days ahead,Fuhh prepare naz preparee
I could continue talking,nak ckp psl some "good value" I see in the boys over here,
hahaha,tp I think this thing Is longg enough. And That could wait..
Oh,skrg ni aku aku dah sgt selesa duk sini
I've been living my days thinking "This is temporary"
It took me sooo long to get use to it, what if it took me that long to get over it ?
>.<
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| Dorm aku , masa first day sebelum budak2 datangg.ada dua side. So 1 dorm = 20 org. |
